2015 to 2017
OVERALL RATING
"Bodybuilding is a beautiful endeavour with the aim of developing the body(with it, the mind). ANYONE can do it, anyone can make themselves better and enjoy true fruits of their labor. Competitive Bodybuilding: an arena to maximally test oneself. Competing can help push us to new heights. At the end of the day though, it's not the best way to gauge effort, passion and heart. Don't confuse the two. " Shelby Starnes This time around the stage was a starting point in finding my way back from an uncomfortable point I had somehow got lost in. The objective was to no longer BE BIG. I wanted to find MY beautiful again internally so I could start to see it again externally and although I had 'killed my self' to build what was demanded of me at one point in time, I became 'hard' both physically and emotionally and the fear of losing my femininity suffocated me daily. This is a lifestyle of Art in which you as the artist are in complete control of creating whatever masterpiece you choose to draw. It's not simply about who has the biggest, chunkiest, thickest muscles on stage.....it's about muscularity in relation to femininity and symmetries in relation to size and curves as opposed to clunks and lines enhanced with movements that invoke such emotion in those who a graced to watch it unfold...... SABBA 2015 172lbs stage weight SABBA 2017 156lbs stage weight #beyoutifulbeast #MYjourney #mygrindherheart #momswholift #lifestyle #youvsyou