Honestly its kinda hard to discribe when i may have had started, lets just say that i have been both obese fat over weight or what ever you may call it and skinny, practically anorexic. When i was first a lil body i was obese b/c of my bad health habits and lack of socialization, and then as i progressed onto my early higschool year i started to be preety skinny, making all the expectations and cuts for wresting. Leaving me nothing with skinn and bone. It was hard to accept who i was, knowing that i could never be at the time who ever i wanted to be. It was seemeingly ilogical and din't make sence to be a 112,119 pound man and wrestle w/ the stenght of a power builder, without a doubt wrestling helped disipine me, wile at the same time weaken my physical strenght. I could really never be accepted for who i was last year sophmore b/c of my light weight, entering junior year i nearly made a mistake to keep cutting more and more weight, i was weighing in at 127 at the time, but short to come i droped down towards 119 pounds in a matter of 3-7 weeks from complete starvation. But then i realized, that i din't want this, this wasn't the life that i wanted. What was idoing. But then i came to see with in my self another self image, of what i really wanted and expected. That i wanted a realy good looking body, a perfect body, to help and do all w/ in my self will and control to make it there at the expence of possibly loosing my friends. And still to this day i work hard to try to get to my dream, I know i may not be full of money to be able to buy all the supplements that i need, or anybody to help me w/ my workout or nutrition plan, but one thing i know i do have is an apportunity and a chance to get there by using bodybuilding.com to help me get there. Along w/ my own power and will, and complete sacrifece at hear that i can and will make it there, its just gonna take time, and way more hard work than anyone can think about.