I have always been big just not with a purpose. I'm tired of not being comfortable with my body and want my outward appearance to be desirable. Sounds shallow untill you have lived unhealthy and over weight for 20 years.

Ill bet, many of you just did a mental hand-raise... Use it, hit the gym.

Simple, look good and feel like I could de-rail a train... with my bare hands. j/k.