I always had a passion for health. Researching what was good and bad for my body etc. had become a hobby I was a running junkie and for awhile I was running 4 miles every morning. Thought it was the best thing ever. In terms of the gym I was always the one that went straight upstairs and did cardio. I never thought I could be THAT girl at the gym. Weights seemed reserves strictly for the buffies and they just seemed intimidating. I didn't belong there.
Then one day something different happened. There was this lady... She walked into the free weights section racked on some plates and I was absolutely speechless and taken aback by her bad-ass vibe. That was when I new I had to do the same. I want to be one of those girls. I'll admit some of them do look mean but hey I look pretty constipated when I'm working out too haha. Anyway I just want to do this to prove to myself I CAN.
Not to mention the friends and family that tell me I"m crazy because I"m "already skinny". Not very many people support my current goals. "after all aren't women supposed to be soft?" my father says. Pssh give me a break!
I had this sort of awakening of sorts.... WHY THE HELL NOT?
So here I am. Making mistakes but moving forward one gloriously sore day at a time ; )
This rush, this awakening, that orgasmic I just worked out F*** YES kind of feeling. A sense of accomplishment, that strut in your stride (unless your sore lol which is also good). It gives me a chance to just think to myself. Its a place to reflect on my being.