I crashed after a competition in 2011 and put on a ton of fat. In 2013 I found out I had melanoma (skin cancer) and had a reality check with mortality. (TAN RESPONSIBLY!) I have since had the cancer removed and have a battle scar on my right bicep as a reminder to take care of myself. I am transforming my physique just because I can. I think doing this without a goal, which equals an endpoint, is better since it changes my perspective. It is a lifestyle change, not something I am doing temporarily. I am so excited this time around. I can't wait to see all of the things I am capable of.

I love the burn when you push a muscle to failure. I love the glow I feel after an exhausting workout. The pain hurts so good.