Stay at home mother, Business owner of organic skin care. Army veteran. Time and kids have gotten to me and i have lost control of my body. I miss feeling sexy, looking amazing in clothes, and yes, the attention is nice. But I am married, and faithful. but not dead.

I dont love it, yet. I used to. now I am so out of shape this fat is suffercating me. I am a person that does well with a lot of attention and motivation. when ignored, i disappear. I have an easy going personality. I plan on at least loosing 30 lbs by June 17th (my 30th birthday)