I started to hate myself for looking fat, I knew there is a better and healthier side to life. I always had this pull towards training and exercising since i was a kid and up to the age of 20 i was more active but then for the last 11 years I was like living under a rock.I tried few times to train that last for a few weeks and then come up with some excuses not to train and give up. Now looking back at that time I realize how much I have lost in life. If I could go back in time I will go and kick my ass really bad.
Now I'm living by a new rule: NO EXCUSES ! And this works pretty much for everything you do in life!

I start to live again! It brought me to a higher level of existence. I can see everything around me from a different perspective. Before it wasn't enough that I was really fat but I was blind to :) !