I always loved sports , roller skating ect then with children I gained weight and yo yo up and down.I started working out and getting serious in 2009.... my birthdays were becoming miserable for it was another year gone by with out acheaving my goals! THEN the father of my child started caring more about his appearance leaving me feeling insecure so I thought I should change my habits and started to see he was not paying attention to me no matter how great I looked !!!??? So though I began to look beautiful and reached my goals looking so good he cheated and we broke up after 12 years and a child together..... I had gone from 218lbs to 133 lbs , running 7 _ 9 ml one day a week running 3 the other days and lifting weights 4 days a week....now I gave up and gained back 40-50lbs started smoking stopped running NOW I want my life and body back! I am joining this challenge to inspire my self and others not to give up after a life crisis ! I lost my life partner my home and trust in my self and others along with my salon of 7 years... All at once Small compared to others losses and challenges ... But lost my life as I knew it ! It's hard to start over but so rewarding!!! Come with me as lose weight , develop a better physic and learn the importance of self love and motivation !