My reason for lifting?
I'm a f*cking nuclear mushroom!
I'm angry, pissed off and mad as hell!
I had a traumatic life expierence and lost a lot of weight. Used to be at about 145.5 lbs. I recon that was still underweight for my height and age but I felt pretty good and was happy with that. But due to a trauma, I fell down to 121 lbs in a veeery short time.
Took me almost a year to pack on a few pounds by eating regulary again. I managed to climb up to 134.4 lbs.
Started lifting in August 2013 and in 1 month gained pure muscle mass of 2.2 lbs and maintain my body fat at 15 %.
My goal is minimum 176.3 lbs! That's 2.2 lbs per month pure muscle mass...every f*cking month. That's a real challenge without packing on more fat.
As soon as I have a good frame at about 159-165 lbs load up a remix of a song I have in mind and latinize the beats in bachatta / kizomba style. Something in that direction. Make a music vid and load up on youtube. I also have some pretty good big name connections who can surely connect me with the right people and give me some sound advice in this matter as well.
So those a are my goals. That is where I'm heading.
No 'if's', no 'but's and no 'excuse's anymore for me.
I'm a nuclear mushroom and I'm using this energy to hit the gym and reach my goals.
I'm at my 'point of no return' moment in life and I am literalely willing to die trying...period.