UPDATE I after years of not logging on to Bodyspace, I am back. I am ashamed to say I am back to square one. Life happened and I have gained weight even running marathons. I thought running marathons would keep me lean but it did not because I was eating like a pig. I am 43 now and I am finding it harder to lose weight. Using Facebook and Instagram is not helping me because it is so fake. I decided to come back to the place that got me on stage in my first body building competition.

I am a teacher and I let my job and personal grudges come before my health. The result weight gain and unhappiness. No matter how I try to hide it externally I know what I feel internally.

Journey to be fit take two! My goal is workout , be smart and learn how to maintain my weight so I dont regain and perhaps find my way back to competing again

I loved working out when I was younger, however putting work and others before myself has caused me big time. I am working on finding my journey back to the gym and loving weights.