My older sisters are very athletic and fit, I've always wanted to be like them, but I have no talent for sports except swimming. When I was a senior in high school, there was a Miss East body building competition. I convinced my sister to help me train. It was going really well, and I was making a lot of progress, but I was also involved with the school musical. So, I had to choose one or the other. I choose the musical. It was wonderful, but I sometimes regret that I didn't try to do both at the same time. I've tried since then to lose weight and transform my life and my body with limited success. I am working on my relationship with myself, and my relationship with food. For too long, I've had a "love-hate" relationship with both.
I want to change my body, mind, and life. To do that, I know I will need to eat cleaner, and work harder (not only in the gym, but everywhere).