After a few relationships didnt work out i got down and out i was eating everything from fast food to junk food and eating late at night drinking soda's and never left the house and i looked in the mirror one day and saw my gut hanging out and i got up to 250 pounds and i said its time for a change. Depression is something else i needed to find a release use my anger and sadness to hit the gym and it worked for me and i said im going to turn myself into a sex symbol.
I like the way i fit in my clothes and it was to show i came out of depression and its a brand new me after training for a short time i found a whole new purposes in life taking care of my body and eating right and building my body is the #1 thing for me now everything else doesnt matter. I must say i love the attention i get and no matter what you are facing or dealing with you can overcome it i was in this dark place it was changing who i was. Now im back to my old self fitness has changed my out look on life it makes me feel so brand new i dream this i eat i sleep this i'm fitness. It's like fitness took over me it was like a drug when i first got sore from working out i liked that feeling for the first week maybe two weeks my body was so sore every move i made and walk i could barely move and i knew from there i loved that feeling and i wanted more of that soreness from that point i was hooked on working out i could not stop i was hitting the gym late at night early in the morning. I'm talking like 10:30 pm late night and 1am 2am and 3am early morning