I've been battling the bulge for years. Oddly enough, every time I think i'm at my worst - I look at the pics and see that I wasn't that bad after all. It's all in my head; and I'm finally ready to just get over myself & work towards who I want to be, how I want to feel & what I want to look like,,,,rather than have a former (or even current!) me haunt me the rest of my life.

bc i want to be strong. i want to build muscle. i want results.