Tired of being called skinny. Then I dirty bulked , fell off the wagon, and became skinny fat. Armed with proper knowledge now, I want to see what is possible.

I started working out at age 19, was 6'2 135-140 lbs. Missed a few years here and there, maybe a total time of 4-5 years of no workouts.

October 2013 is the NEW start.

True moment of zen occurs when I force up that last heavy rep, nearly dying from exertion. Exercising helps distract me from the bothering thoughts that goes through my mind. Just ended a 8 year relationship so the gym is my sanctuary from the emotional roller roaster I'm riding on the outside. When I'm in the gym, I'm focused only on the task at hand & I'm transcended to another level.