I had a low self esteem, i started because i wanted fast result and attention. With that mind set i failed hard.
I had moment in my life when i woke and realized the way that i was living was wrong. I used drugs and alcohol to mask my own emotional problems. From that point I became angry and quit drugs. And choose to pursue a life of living healthy and growing my body. But i have made a the gym a priority in my life. It has help me heal emotionally and physically.
You know that feeling you get after a hard workout. I love it.
Bodybuilding has taught me so much about life. The amazing thing about it is that the lessons don't stop the teaching is always the same. It's taught me about patients, sacrifice, ambition, pride and goals. With each workout i felt that i am conquering some aspect of myself, my discipline brings joy and skills that i can take anywhere in life. I will never give up and will never stop, this the way that i want to live.
It taught me the benefit comradeship. How a friend or a person can help another excel and achieve. The misc is teaching me to have taught skin and not take things to seriously. Trolololo
Working out has made me happy.