It was always the goal, "Be Stronger", "Better then anyone else", "Faster then all of them", i am the most competitive person i know, i lift for as long as i remember, when i was 7 i used to learn Martial arts which had a tough workout program, as soon as i turned 12 i bought my self a pair of 2kg dumbbells and played around with those for approximately till i was 15, all i learned in fitness and sports is through observation. trail and error. i was never a weak person but i wanted more, more then all of them so i keep educating my self reading almost every fitness and biology book i can get my hands on, knocking on doors of fitness trainers and paying them a fortune to gain knowledge about what i love, many times i have worked out to the point of total blackout lol!! that is my way to punish my self if i miss a meal or something like that. then came the day when i had a vision for my self, that day i felt a motivation so strong that nothing could stop me. it was like i want to archive that thing as bad as i wanna breath, i literally left my religion and accepted bodybuilding, fitness and sports as my religion.