Starting fresh with FOCUS! This has been an ongoing battle to reach my goals, life takes over, blah blah blah...you only fail when you stop trying though, and this time this is it!!

I want people to understand it DOES NOT MATTER whether you reach your goal the first time you try or fall off the wagon multiple times...you only fail when you stop trying!! It's taken me years of refocusing to start reaching my ultimate goal, never give up and just keep starting again...I think when you've been heavier all your life, not raised with proper eating habits and live a stressful life, it's not going to change overnight no matter how bad you want it, one step at a time and you'll get there...I believe this is one of the hardest battles you'll ever fight in your life!! And just because you reach your goals, doesn't mean the battle is ever over, this is a fight for life and we're all strong enough for it!

I love how it makes me feel, strong, determined, energetic...I love how i feel in the gym, I physically feel my body working and progressing...i love when people notice my accomplishments before I do! I love knowing that no matter how I look at that moment (even being overweight) that I know I'm not sitting around being lethargic and a victim to circumstances, that I'm physically working to make my life better!