Well, I've been starting and stopping for the last few years. My problems have been within my diet and planning, but I usually go all in at the gym when I go. It's the best feeling to get a workout in and getting a lift for the day. My habits didn't really start until I turned 29. I REALLY WANT THIS TO WORK. It is supremely hard and difficult to get things right, but I'm so wanting to work on it to make myself follow through. I'm tired of being FAT!! But, progress doesn't happen until the first step is made.

It's a time to be one with my thoughts and focus on something that is purely for my betterment and not someone else's exclusively. To be able to force myself to do something out of my comfort zone. I want to make this happen.