In highschool i was really into fitness. I did superfit, gym, basketball, horse training and horseback riding (jumping and dressage)everyday. I graduated and i got pretty lax but never really lost my shape. I got pregnant with my daughter and after she was born i got fairly close to what body shape I had before her and i was happy with that. After I had my son in August 2010 I was depressed. I had a hard time with my emotions through out my pregnancy and they didnt get any better afterwards. I was really unhappy with myself. I had a c-section with both my kids and so it takes a while to heal. But by the time my 6 weeks was up I was biting at the bit to get into the gym. It was a rough go at first. I had no strength in my core and frustration was a main emotion for me. For 4 months I struggled in the gym everyday and feeling like there was no change. It was a slow go. After the 4 months i started to notice change slowly. At that turning point going to the gym seemed like it was worth it and I started to actually enjoy it. So i continue on....
I really didnt enjoy it at all. My husband would drag me down and i would go but hate every minute of it. I prefered sports as my workout. Maybe it was the gym I hated rather then the actually exercising. But now that it has been a part of my life for the last few years I do enjoy it and look forward to it. I LOVE the gym I go to now and I think that has a lot to do with whether or not you enjoy working out. Its become a part of my routine now and I can even take my kids with me and the owner loves it.