Got sick of being fat and feeling unattractive and prematurely old. I'm only 43 ffs! Ever have a sex dream and in it you get turned down? I have! I got diagnosed with IBS and severe sleep apnea. Both taking a huge toll on my mental and physical health. Enough is enough. I used to go to the gym when I was younger and stick with it long enough to lose those couple of vanity pounds I put on. This time I needed to lose about 75-80 pounds. Right now down to 173 from 227. Now it's time to get sexy. I want to be like one of those 50 -60+ ladies who are sexier than the 20 somethings. This year is the beginning of a new me, and this is for life, not a diet.

It gives me confidence.