The woman i loved and was to marry said i had become nothing more then fat and lazy with no hope for the future and left after being together 3 years. even though in all reality i had been taking care of her the whole time. its sad to say it was true that i was becoming unhealthy due to a long bout of depression last year. i needed to feel better and a way to let out all of the pain and anger i felt at her betrayal. im a free man whos trying to start his life over healthier and more educated.

As frustrating as it is to not see results as quickly as desired i feel better about myself and have a goal to look forward to in my new life. I still get depressed but not nearly as much now that im feeling healthier.