There I was.........on my first deployment to Okinawa, Japan where I found a stack of bodybuilding magazines in my room. I came across the Austrian Oak (Arnold's 50th Birthday) special edition mag and the rest is history.

I guess I have a love & hate relationship with myself. When I workout I hate it but at the end the results are great. Nevertheless, seeing the reactions of others helps me look towards my next workout. I always say being "Big" does matter when you're at he beach.