I'm having to start all over again. I've been through a lot these past few years, and it shows. Starting with caring for a sick relative, then getting pregnant but losing a baby-it's been a lot to go through. My husband and I thankfully now have a health almost one-year-old baby, but a short while after his birth I started experiencing strange symptoms. These symptoms continued to intensify and disrupt my daily life for the past 9 months or so, and I am currently facing a possible diagnosis of either Lyme Disease, Multiple Sclerosis or both. I'm tired of feeling out of control of my life, and although in my current state I cannot train the way I'm used to, I want to take back as much control over my body as I can. I have some muscle to put on and some fat to burn, and about 45 pounds to lose. I'll do whatever I can to get into better shape without worsening my condition.