I started this "journey" on March 7, 2011, because I could no longer accept being fat. By early 2012, I lost 37 pounds, which put me at my lowest weight since high school. The transition from fat to skinny was not enough, and in 2014, I got into bodybuilding. The bulking, cutting, macronutrient manipulation, and training-splits became a hard way of life. And through all of this, I am never happy with the way I look. The psychological effect is something I didn't expect. There are a couple of factors involved related to "comparison" and "acceptance." Comparing my physique to the physiques of others and not accepting my genetic limitations.

Anyway, I have a lot of work to do.

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