I used to workout a lot 8 years ago, and was pretty dedicated to it, but 6 years ago I got lazy after meeting my GF at the time who is now my wife. After feeling my body break down physically, seeing and feeling fat around my stomach for the first time in my life, I got scared. That was motivation enough to get off my butt and do something about it. My wife had our son and it had been 10 months, Jan 2011. She appeared depressed and I was depressed at both of us. I pulled out P90X that I had laying around collecting dust for two years and we both started it. That was enough to get us both on a schedule to recover what had been lost in our physical lives. That led to a body transformation enthusiasm. I enjoy watching her transform and I enjoy watching me transform. I'm starting to see what I always wanted to see when I was in high school... a well defined, in shape and tuned body that God created, called Ezra.
Really.... I like to see my body cut and well defined. I like to feel the energy flowing through me as I better myself. It give me a mental release, escape and a freedom to think and know that I can do all things through the one that created me. I have a vision of what I see myself looking like. I have always had this vision when I looked in the mirror, and working out helps me bring those images in my mind to life on the outside. It's invigorating to finally see in the mirror what has always been how I have seen myself spiritually.