well i couldn't afford to play sports in school, and even if i had i was the only openly gay kid so bullying would have been a problem. but since i couldn't play sports i never got to go into a gym or learn how to workout. so here i am at age 19, totally clueless on how to workout, and highly selfconcious about my body. i just don't want to always be the scrawny gay kid, i want to look like people will take me seriously.

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