I've always wanted to be a bodybuilder. because my Dad often told me that if I lost all of my weight and put on some muscle, he thought that I would probably look like the retired professional bodybuilder Lou Ferrigno. Well, now I would like to put his Incredible Hulk theory to the test and work towards becomeing that bodybuilder. The only problem is that I struggle with Asperger's syndrome and ADHD and kept me from reaching my goal. As much as I hate to talk about it, I now weight 350 LBS. I have trouble sleeping at night, because my chest and shoulder always feel tight when I try to sleep. I also having trouble picking up speed, because of asthma and I'm sure me being overweight has lot to do with my problem. Loosing weight has always been a struggle for me, because with me having ADHD, I can easily give into impulse. This is something that I deffinetly wish to over come. My goal is life is for me to see what I look like weighing 190 LBS. I want to loose weight so that I can become a personal and help other people who are struggling with my disability loose weight as well.If you have any suggestion on I can loose weight, I would love to hear from you? I don't want to be this monster of a man anymore, I want to transform into something new.

It's a good stress reliever, it's the only way that I can control the beast that's living inside me. When I workout, I get angry less and often find myself worrying less.