what 198lbs looks like....
OVERALL RATING
If you would have told me when I started this journey that someday I would be completely content with a weight of almost 200lbs I would have never believed you. I think when you stop trying to fight the numbers and focus on the vision you see in your head it all falls in to place. Take a second to close your eyes- see that 'ideal' you? If that image required the scale to increase would it still be that 'ideal' you? Are you willing to sacrifice your vision to obtain a number being dictated basically by AA batteries? At 131lbs the thought of wearing a bikini often brought tears to my eyes.....here I stand at almost 200lbs...I'm due to be in a bikini in Phoenix in less than 2 weeks and the only real anxiety I have is which one to put on. Train for a look **** the number! Side note: I am not discrediting the need to decrease body fat- obesity is an epidemic and dropping 'that' kind of weight is imperative in ones survival!