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OVERALL RATING
shes my daughter my gf was 25 weeks I'm pretty sure when I was living about 16hrs north working and she called me crying saying the baby had something wrong with it and it's not good so I flew back home and we went to do a special ultrasound and found that she had a tumor coming from the top of her mouth which caused the right side of her heart not to develope properly It was the hardest decision we ever had to make but the docs said she would probably not survive the birth and if she did shed have to go heart surgeries for the first few years and at the age of 18 to 20 shed have to go a major heart transplant which she probably wouldnt as well survive so we thought it wouldn't be fare to put her through all that so we decided to abort, it's not fair giving a child a life full of pain and knowing that she will not live a long life and as bad as it sounds I just don't think I could handle putting my daughter through a night mare of a life like that, the docs said she would be gone by the time she came out so we went in and it took probably around 24 hrs to have her but when she came out she let out a quick cry which was the hardest thing about it knowing she was alive and passed in front of us, holding her with her little fingers and toes I wanted nothing more than for her to open her eyes rap her hand around my finger but that was only a wish, little angel cherie Schroeder was born and passed on the 8th of the 9th 2011, we let go of three balloons one a heart n two normal and when we did I shed a tear and the misses cried as the heart balloon went a different way to the other two on it's own, kinda felt like a sign, and now we have our own little angel watching over us, life is hard, death is hard, saying good bye is hard, but with out the hard and the bad the human race would never recognise the good