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OVERALL RATING
There was a point in my journey where I abused myself mentally for allowing everything I had worked so hard for disappear. I had gone from my version of fit to this internal perception of fat and I couldn't get passed the guilt I felt for allowing this to occur. It was hard to see any light at the end of a very long tunnel ahead of me. The thought of doing it all over again made the notion of simply just giving in to that internal voice and giving up on ever #lovingtheskinimin again sound a lot easier......But I didn't.... And maybe it was because I hated being uncomfortable and pretending I wasn't.....maybe it was because I wanted to prove those who thought I was a lost cause wrong.....maybe it was because I wanted to prove to the voice inside my head that told me I was a lost cause wrong.....so I took full accountability for the actions that led to my results, I accepted that the road ahead was going to be hard but that anything worthy of my heart my passion and my commitment should never come easy, and I reminded myself of this: You always have a choice... You can choose to continue being uncomfortable out of fear of having to do things that are going to make you uncomfortable OR you can choose to change and excitedly embrace all the uncomfortable things that are going to one day make you comfortable in the skin you're in... #momswholift #beyoutfiulbeast #chooseyourtude #dontquit #heart #passion #grind #youvsyou