no more sorry
OVERALL RATING
Sometimes putting yourself first isn't selfish...it's simply necessary to achieve what you have already come so far in doing.. I have spent a lot of hours in my life apologizing for not meeting others expectations... Somedays I feel the word 'sorry' has become as routine to me as saying hello.... The fear of disappointing others has far outweighed the fear of disappointing myself... Until now... There were several dark days in which seeing any light at the end of the tunnel felt impossible...but I persevered, I fought, through all the damage and brokenness that I allowed to consume me, I believed in the grind and held on to the hope of a moment when I could finally 'see' myself again.....each day I become closer to becoming everything I know I am capable of being...again and better....and with 52 days left I see myself pulling further and further away from the girl who feared disappointment of others and more of the girl who now fears disappointing herself...those who mind, THEY can decide to have me no longer matter...and those that matter.....they will always be a driving force on this temporarily unapologetically #beYOUtifulbeasts mind. #thankyou #itsoktonotbeperfect #randomthoughts