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OVERALL RATING
Someone asked me if I was 'okay' because I am blowing up their newsfeed.... Please let me apologize now for not considering how my positivity is affecting you daily.....my bad(insert big fat sarcasm). It also must be awful that all your fingers are broken and you have no one to simply hit unfollow.... Trust me I do it all the time when all I see are people complaining about the one life they have been given to live!!! It doesn't mean I don't like you...it just means I don't like the state of mind you're in right now and that's okay!! So.......I am more than okay. In fact I AM ALIVE and for the first time in my life ever I feel It everyday. I am not a small town girl with big city girl dreams.... I am a small town girl with small town girl dreams that just happen to be HUGE. I'm not chasing a status or label or fame for that matter. I would rather be a nobody in the eyes of thousands as long as I was a somebody in the hearts of the little three who call me mom. I'm not trying to be cocky, arrogant or a showboat....but yes I. AM. PROUD. I'm not interested in being, looking, acting, feeling sexy....but yes I am chasing being, looking, acting, feeling STRONG. I want to be real in the eyes of no one but myself but hope that if someone somewhere finds motivation in my journey of becoming STRONG, then I am humbled. I lift to feel something raw. The iron between my grip, the blood rushing through each rep. With each breathe released I am one step further from who I will never ever be again and with each breathe taken I am one step closer to being what I have always been capable of being. I lift to feel alive....and I write about it to make it real. Sincerely, This silly, unpredictable, small town, lady lifting mom who loves to write about keeping it real