raisins
OVERALL RATING
I think it's humbling when someone asks you how many weeks out you are from your show......I used to be the girl who got asked '...you competed how recently? Insert a look of disbelief on their face as you completely and catastrophically derailed and they can't fathom you were recently a raisin and now appear more like a grape'. This journey is full of hurtful phases, rewarding stages, learning curves, beautiful murves and endless lessons. It took me almost 5 years and 6 shows later to find my balance, to quit punishing myself for being human and to STOP chasing magic tricks that lasted intermittently only to throw me completely off the wagon....I still struggle with feeling like a grape and somedays long to be that raisin, it's not something I think anyone ever conquers, but then I remind myself that I don't even really like ******* raisins. ? Ps. Today was a good day #documentthatshitforthebaddays #beyoutifulbeast #momswholift #butterflylats #chasinglife #lioness #lovetheskinyourein