rollercoaster
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roll·er coast·er move, change, or occur in the dramatically changeable manner .....my current mood On so many levels this prep has been unlike any other. While most strive to maintain or even build size I've spent more hours than I would like to even think about trying to get smaller, tighter, leaner while still maintaining the shape and symmetry for judging standards. I am well aware of my weakest links however what I lack in one area- biceps/tiny waist/too dense- I make up in other areas of criteria. I have no idea whether what I have put in will warrant what the judges are looking for....but that's the beauty of this sport, and also maybe its demise. There is no objective scale only subjective minds who are doing their best to find 'the BEST'....so rather than focus on being 'their BEST' and what I cannot control, I'm choosing to focus on doing MY BEST and what I can and that's making every last of the approx 864,000 seconds I have left of this prep at which point I can take a giant breath and say I did it...again!!! Note to self Jill: use the fire around you to fuel the fire in you.... #ramblesoffmychest #beyoutifulbeasts #seeit #believeit #gofuckingdoit #iwantthis #youvsyou #momswholift #mygrindherHEART