After suffering several years with symptoms, I was diagnosed with Graves disease an autoimmune disorder. The day of my diagnosis I was to start shortcut to shred- I felt overwhelmed, depressed and completely devastated. But I went to the gym and I did my workout. And I kept going. Bodybuilding has given me back MYSELF. Through the struggles, the failures and triumphs I have found myself again. Like a newborn baby I have my second life and this time it's on my terms. No one but me will determine my fate. I am responsible for myself and I chose to live fully and completely in the present. At this point in my life, my day is centered on having a good workout and getting some sun on my skin. I am very greatful to have the health and strength that I have and take nothing for granted. Working out has helped me to find peace, strength and determination.