My whole life I was a top level gymnast. However, due to a few injuries, I gained some weight that I wasn't too happy with. I was still in great shape and people would always comment on how strong I was, but I wasn't that lean ripped girl anymore. I was muscular with that layer of fat over it. In 2011, I decided to transform my body by starting p90x on top of training everyday at gymnastics. This produced rapid results! I was in the best shape of my life! I burned the fat, but didn't know what to do after the 90 days were done. I didn't have knowledge on a gym. So I began counting calories and restricting too much and doing lots of cardio. This gradually developed into an eating disorder, anorexia. I suffered with anorexia for about 2 years. After relapsing, I told myself this is enough! I wouldnt go back to the hospital..I had to heal myself. So I researched on bodybuilding.com ALL day. i was hooked at how beautiful, lean, and strong the female fitness models looked. Ever since then, I have been on a new healthy lifestyle and enjoying every bit of the journey! I'm currently training myself and creating my own workout routines and nutrition plans through hours of research. I will never give up. This is what i love. This is what I'll do.
I feel so good about myself everytime I go to the gym and push myself as hard as I can. Its not how much I win, or how my weight is that makes me feel successful. I feel successful when I know I did my best and gave it my all. I couldnt ask for anything else from myself. If i try my best and give EVERYTHING i got, god decides what he can do with my work :)