At age 19 after high school i went back home to Turkey for the winter. When I came back, I looked at the pictures I took there and was disgusted by them. I decided to go on diet and lose as much as weight I could.

Managed to go down to 145lbs in a year and from there I started going to the gym and playing alot of soccer.

I never wanted to gain weight again, even if it was muscle...So I worked out to look like the picture I have from 2008 summer..

Now I loook back at it, and it doesnt satisfy me.

Currenty, I am working on increasing the size of every single muscle on my body without losing the definition and the symetry(s) I have.

I love sweating, tiring my body and the sweet pain I get when I get after working out.

I love the way I look, and the way it feels the next day.