I was 175 pound in high-school and that alone was rough, but on top of that, i have tourrets syndrome. its not as bad as those on oprah and maury, but its still here. i still have it. i used to take **** about it all the time. but when football came, it was my time to let it out, let my inner beast show. and then it happened. they introduced us to lifting and competitive training. i'll never forget that. thats when i changed. i saw myself change overnight, my shape, desires, personality, attitude. everything was growing. my body was shaping itself to how it wanted to be. things around me started to change too. i was getting looks for things other than my twich, for my looks, for my size, for my muscles. it was such a self empowering feeling. thats why i do it. thats why i love it. because i see results. i see the work i put in in the mirror. i enjoy the looks from others. i enjoy being intmidating and powerful. i do this for me. not for you. not for anyone else. i do this for me. i do this so i can show you who i really am