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"So the reflection is getting a little better, but I want to be sexy as hell! Now i want to look in the mirror and say Damn I Look Good!! I want to walk with my head held high, and not let anyone intimidate me ever ever again!!!"
I have always been an athlete and enjoyed working out. I have played volleyball my whole life and always enjoyed an active lifestyle. In 2006 i was in the best shape of my life, working out twice a day and looking good. I ended up having surgery for my endometrioses and discoverd i had two hernias from all my working out and underwent another surgery a month later. I then discoved i was pregnant, gained weight and ended up losing the baby after 4 months. Needless to say i was a little depressed and did absolutly nothing for about a yr. Then if things couldnt get worse my aunt was tradjecly killed in june of 07 and my husband and i adopted my 7yr old cousin. So now I am a mom and i have to get it together for her. Well its 2008 and i want to start my life over! I want to be a great role model for her so I hope i can stay focused and dedicated to achieving my goals.
Why I Love It:
I love the feeling i get after a great workout! It is my ultimate escape!
How I Stay Motivated:
Looking at all of these amazing girls on here. Imagining how my life could change if i stay on track, and what it would feel like to achieve my ultimate goal. (if i ever get there, i will let you know what it is)
BB Accomplishments:
Being #1 on BB.com! It is very flattering, but bizare b/c I am soo dont think i look near as good as most on here.
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Last Updated: May 18, 2008 12:06am
Progress Pictures
Sep 11, 2004
May 24, 2008
Me on my wedding day.
this is the weight i want to get back to.
So the reflection is getting a little better, but I want to be sexy as hell! Now i want to look in the mirror and say Damn I Look Good!! I want to walk with my head held high, and not let anyone intimidate me ever ever again!!!
Goal (Long):
I want to start living a healthy and active lifestyle and set a good example for my family.
I would love to lose this weight and see what my muscles really look like. I want to wake up in the morning and be excited about starting the day and go to bed at night knowing i had a productive day. I want to be able to put anything on in front of my husband and not be ashamed of what i look like. I want him to notice me again.I really just want to look in the mirror and love what i see.
well i am still studying, so hopefully i will take my test soon and get back into the swing of things. i am easily distracted, so if i try to focus on my body right now, that will become my main focus instead of my studying. HOpefully be back in a couple of weeks. i went to miami last week and...
