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24 hour gym west mead west swindon swindon United Kingdom
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When I Started:
Jan, 0
How I Started:
Started witha bruce lee movie when i was 11 had a friend who boxed so i joined a boxing gym, i was pulled out by my doctor and parents due to migrains, i continued to work out alone and by myself from that day on. age 16 my friend bought a bench trained on that for a few months traveled the country doing various various martial arts till i was around 25 and suffered a nasty back injury from a car crash, and then from lifting at work wrong i was/am a heavy smoker got addicted from a stupidly early age the fact i could not walk without pain for quite a few months (8 or 9 dont remember) left me with nothing but smoking and the internet which lead to my diagnosis of emphyzema, i will quit smoking very soon and nothing will stop me hitting my goals in life. life is to short dont waist time thinking, just do it! my moto now is "I will die trying not live wishing"
Why I Love It:
at first i was addicted to speed and power...
now i just need strength i have become weak and been out of the game for a long time my condition hasn't helped but its no excuse i just got lazy... i have missed the feeling this brings, once again i feel alive and im determined to turn my health around... best i can! The medical experts can shove there opinions i dont care, i know i can prove them wrong!
How I Stay Motivated:
my motivation took a real dive for many years as i explained above i just thought i had lost my youth i had lost to much and let it go for to long... how wrong i was, i discovered this site saw so many transformations, i fell born again i feel like this is a second chance and that is my motivation. thank you to everyone on this site and its creaters, its become an important part of my life
BB Accomplishments:
i have no accomplishments yet but i do have goals.
I can relate to some of his tragic moments and to see him forge himself from the fires of his own will after all he has been through and AFTER he hit rock bottom is a lesson to us all. keep it up bro!!
Due to my condition im finding it very hard to push beyond my limits in the gym, well at least i was! i started to take a supplement something i have never done before (see profile) I'm so impressed with the boosts in stamina, muscle strength and endurance this has provided that i have...
thanks mate, i have been alone ALL my sorry life man. i know.
it's just the time that last year, this week in fact that i failed to end my life.
it's just that, i feel like a failure at that to. sorry man. selfworth is something that i don't know much about.
thanks for the words tho', cheers.
Thanks for the encouragement, I appreciate it. It's good to know that we're all here for eachother in search of a common goal. Hope all is well on your end of the World.
