"Starting over. Lose the weight/fat/water that I have gained through the past year since I have gotten back from the desert. Add some more mass/muscle too."
But I'm not home
I'm not lost
Still holding on to what I got
Ain't much left
No there's so much that's been stolen
Guess I've lost everything I've had
But I'm not dead, at least not yet
Still alone, still alive
Still unbroken
I'm still alone, still