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Overall Goal: to just gain the muscles that i have losted and to Ryan_k, Duncan and Nick. my brothers...
thank you and you guys are the real reason that i am not giving up, giving in, and never tapping out! luv you men and LET'S SO THIS MATES!!!
OOORAH!!!!
Fit Status:
JUST GOT OUT OF THE HOSPTIAL MATES, STAYED THERE FOR 2 NIGHTS AND IT WAS ABIT SERIOUS BUT I AM BACK AND READY TO HIT THE WEIGHTS AGAIN!!
I LOVE IT BECAUSE IT HAS BEEN THERE IN THE DARKNESS WITH ME AND THAT BODYBUILDING HAS REALLY KEPT ME FROM KILLING MYSELF.
I LOVE IT BECAUSE IT'S THE ONE PLACE THAT I KNOW WHERE THERE ARE OTHERS THERE THAT SEE ME AS I DON'T SEE MYSELF. THANK YOU ALL FOR THAT AND THANKS YOU FOR SEEING THE KING IN ME RATHER THAN THE POOR NOBODY THAT I THOUGHT THAT I WAS.. I AM NOT.
I LOVE BODYBUILDING... BECAUSE I LOVE LIFE!!!
How I Stay Motivated:
..KNOWING THAT I OPENED MY EYES EVERY MORNING AND TO BREATH THE AIR AND TO SEE THE SUN RISE AS I AM RUNNING IN THE EARLY MORNING HOURS...PRAYING THAT MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS ON THIS SITE ARE DOING WELL AND GETTING BIGGER AND THAT I AM ONE OF THEM. I AM MOTIVATED BECAUSE I AM ALIVE AND THO' MY LIFE IS SHORTER THAN MOST ON THIS WORLD... I WILL GO OUT FIGHTING TO LIVE THE BEST THAT I CAN AND BODYBUILDING HAS GIVIN ME THE STAGE THAT I CAN CHANGE MY OUTSIDE TO MATCH MY INSIDES... MY HONOR.
I STAY MOTIVATED BECAUSE OF MY BROTHERS ON HERE THAT NEVER GIVE UP ON ME AND I PROMISE THAT I WILL NOT GIVEUP ON THEM. I NEVER DID EVEN WHEN I WAS GOING THU VERY HARD TIMES. THEY STOOD BESIDES ME AND HELD ME UP TO FEEL THE SUN'S RAYS AND TO KNOW THAT I MATTER... THANK YOU GUYS. I TRULY THANK YOU MEN... MY BROTHERS... WITH ALL I AM!!!
LET'S DO THIS AND NEVER TAPOUT!!!
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ARE YOU READY TO DIE???
IT JUST MIGHT BE TONIGHT THAT YOU DRAW YOUR LAST BREATH!!
ARE YOU READY???
ASK ME WHY I AM READY TO DIE!!! NO FEAR OF DEATH!!!! AHAHAHAH!!
"OH DEATH??? WHERE IS YOUR STING???"
NEVER TAPOUT!!!
to just gain the muscles that i have losted and to Ryan_k, Duncan and Nick. my brothers...
thank you and you guys are the real reason that i am not giving up, giving in, and never tapping out! luv you men and LET'S SO THIS MATES!!!
OOORAH!!!!
Goal (Long):
to be what i was over the summer. loads of hard work was taken from me in only 4 months.
back to the bottom and now i am really alone here and it friggin' harder than before!!!
IT SUCKS!! i know this place very well.
been here for a long time... last year i nearly killed myself. been really thinking about that this year again.. wanting no to fail at that too... but you guys are what always brings me back here to this site.. this site is now my only means of me still being a person of worth... i want to get my size back but when i see new pics of you guys'. it really hurts when i see them because i think that i won't get back there and it seems like you guys are perfect and me?? a massive nothing... you all have great friends and i don't. no one.....
i am sorry for you reading this but it's what is in my heart each and everyday... to feel like you are less than you all... to feel like i get in the way and to feel like that i don't matter... but on this site.... i find that i can breath a little easer and stand a little stronger. i want to become like all you guys on here.... NOT BECOME ME.....
ay dude, was tryna make a decent diet/training plan to cut some fat, looking for peoples advice or comments, thanks man!
http://i50.photobucket.c om/albums/f311/MrPartyPickle/j acdiet.jpg
ay dude, was tryna make a decent diet/training plan to cut some fat, looking for peoples advice or comments, thanks man!
http://i50.photobucket.c om/albums/f311/MrPartyPickle/j acdiet.jpg
