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Fit Status:
I am BACK. Today is a new page - done with the excuses I've fallen into the last year and a half - yes, that long - argh!!!
Motivation Level: 9/10
Personal Info And Background:
Real Name:
Sex:
Female
Age:
31
Location:
Chicago, Illinois, United States
Occupation:
Manage National Account Marketing for Wine Company
Personal Website:
Primary Gym:
College:
High School:
When I Started:
How I Started:
played soccer all my life.. after college wanted to still live in the gym..
Why I Love It:
when I really workout I feel and look wonderful; when I slip I see and feel it..and lately I've slipped - for the last year and a half to be exact - HELP!!
How I Stay Motivated:
it's tough. probably b/c I am hating the way I look... I need help with motivation... I feel I'm by myself..
I have literally let myself go. About a year and a half to 2 years ago I was ripped (my profile picture) and so healthy, running races in awesome times and feeling sexy, beautiful and confident with all aspects of my life.
Right now - I have been a 180 from that. I let my stress with my boyfriend and life take over my focus, my motivation and let excuses take over my decisions. I have somewhat of a "gut" right now - I am so embarassed. Nothing fits me the way it used to... and now I'm 31 - losing weight is NOT as easy as it used to be. I need HELP!! I need motivation. It's not coming from my boyfriend b/c he is a personal trainer and he is always judging rather than letting me be open. I am so closed around him. it's so weird.
Weight Goal:
I want to LOSE 30 lb
Bodyfat Goal:
Upcoming Contest:
Last Updated: Aug 25, 2008 8:23am
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