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After finishing my degree in January 2006, I realized just how much weight I'd gained over my senior semmester. I'd always hovered between 145 - 150 lbs regardless of what I ate or did. But it suddenly dawned on me that NONE of my pants fit, and I could only find one pair of jeans at Target that fit; a dismal size 16. I tried taking pictures of myself when I was bored to indulge my ego, only to realize that my face and body were much more chubby than I'd realized. I got a membership at a gym, and stepped on the scale to realize I'd balooned all the way up to 167 lbs. I was horrified, but at least I had the additional motivation now that if I didn't go to the gym and use my membership, I had just wasted $600.
Why I Love It:
Because I feel better about myself with every step and every set. Because I always felt like I was supposed to be strong, and always dreamed of being strong, and now I feel like I can actually BE strong.
There's nothing quite as satisfying to me as being the only girl in the freeweight room, the only one who actually goes low on my squats, and the only one who's smiling after every set.
How I Stay Motivated:
I stay motivated by continuing to learn more. With every article I read or question I ask, I feel that much more prepared to suceed and get to where I want to be. It's also really helpful for me to know that even if I completely let myself go for a day, or even a week, the gym and the healthy diet will still be there waiting for me when I'm ready to come back. It's not the end of the world when I fall off the wagon.
BB Accomplishments:
I'm just thrilled to be lifting again after the doctors told me my wrist would never do it.
I pitty the next car that hits me; this buff girl is leaving a serious dent next time...
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Last Updated: Mar 16, 2007 5:06pm
What josiethefiend Is Up To:
Apr 29, 2009
josiethefiendupdated Motivation Level from 9/10 to 10/10 and said: "Let's do this!"
This is me, on the far left, looking like a horrible lump of fat. I loathe this picture of me, and it's been one of my inspirations to get to the gym and get this excess fat gone.
I'm finally ready to throw down the gauntlet & see if I can do it. Here goes nothin'...
Goal (Long):
I'm just now back where I was before the mini van hit me. I think I'm finally ready to do what it takes to go above and beyond.
I want a "f%^& you ex-fiance" six-pack, definition that will make minivans stop dead in their tracks, and a 5k time that will put a smile on my face for days.
Weight Goal:
I want to LOSE 15 lb
Bodyfat Goal:
15%
Upcoming Contest:
Last Updated: Mar 15, 2007 1:12pm
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There are two natural competitions coming up that offer figure divisions, one on August 8 (14 weeks out!) & one on October 3 (22 weeks out). I'm currently 138lbs, a little heavy due to idiotic eating at times & putting on some new muscle for the first...
It's ever evolving. The only constants are my rides to and from work (my gym is one block away), and a few core lifts: squat, stiff-leg deadlift, and bench.
