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Overall Goal: There is no better way to fight weakness than with strenght. Friends may come and go but 200lbs will always be 200lbs. Not gonna...puke...bite,chew, chew,chew drink repeat. another meal alone, bulkin sucks...
Fit Status:
I Believe I was put on dis earth to bodybuild, Atleast i pray i was cuz as everyone else leaves me, my love for da iron gets stronger...
I got a homade bar and started curling everyday and then slowly started doing other things, All I wanted to do is get bigger, i was tired of being weak and getting my ass kicked all the time, getting bigger was saving my ass alot. My life was headed down the gutter, bodybuiding literally saved my life thats no joke.
Why I Love It:
I love it because I am my own coach and i get to push my self as hard as i can and watch my body change over time. For an hour every day the only thing i have to think about is moving the weight, nothing else to worry about. Just me, the weights and my sweat. Its the only time of the day I am truly happy, only time I am actually fine with being alone all the time. It gives me a reason to get out of bed every day.
How I Stay Motivated:
This is my life, this is why i get out of bed every morning. I just plain love lifting and everthing with it. I love so much i want to do it till the day i die, with dumbbell in my hands. I have nothing else, on my rest days I go crazy, like I can't see my best & only friend that day. Like the animals say, "I don't care if I die, as long as they bury me in a huge * ***ing box," or simply be the best cause this is all I do any way or die trying. Thats my mindstate or motivation, whatever you want to call it.
BB Accomplishments:
I think two accomplishments for me where getting my wieght to nearly 200lbs and my bench past 205lbs. Oh and sticking with this all while going through straight hell and back for the past two years almost. I am even surprised i survived.
Forum Signature:
Victor "huesos" Albarran
I shall fear no man but God, Though I walk threw the valley of death alone.
No one see my struggle, they only see the trouble, not knowing it's hard to carry on when no one loves you.
It ain't about how hard you can hit, it's about how hard you can get hit and keep moving foward. How much you can take and keep moving foward!
huesosx3is inspired by Tanner Parkes. Reason: "I wish my transformation from a scrawny kid goes half as well as Tanner's. His is just plain ridiculous... "
huesosx3changed Overall Goal: "There is no better way to fight weakness than with strenght. Friends may come and go but 200lbs will always be 200lbs. Not gonna...puke...bite,chew, chew,chew drink repeat. another meal alone, bulkin sucks...."
There is no better way to fight weakness than with strenght. Friends may come and go but 200lbs will always be 200lbs. Not gonna...puke...bite,chew, chew,chew drink repeat. another meal alone, bulkin sucks...
Goal (Long):
live for nothing but bodybuilding **** the world and everything in it...................................... ........................................ ................
Dont push me cause I'am close to the edge, I'am trying not to lose my head.....
Blood in my hair from the wings of a hawk
please angel guide me I seem to be lost...
Its mighty extreme being a king
Looking for people to be on the team,
How much money it cost to cheat
To slow ya down and be drug free,
Awake like an owl at a quarter to three
Watchin fights of muhamud ali,
Dodgin death with every step,
This is my rep give me the checks,
Fresh out screaming **** em, cocked back, loaded and about to explode, I just can't quit!
When your up at night, you see things you shouldn't of saw, the night gets raw
Image the feelings of a worried young mans mother,
Feeling empty, God don't love them no more,
Awake like an owl at a quarter to four,
In a blink of an eye you know i tiger can die, riddles and lies is something we all despise so we look to the sky for the answers to whys,
check this out Iam killing the world, everyone has my head in a twirl and my mama looks at me like Iam not her pearl, I go to sleep every night with a body in my mind man, slugs from the 9 man, you should have seen how he died man, fears for years, itching to be vecious ever since i was seven,
man just take a look at my face, pain has turned into pressure, take this hate man its too late the stress factor, sometimes i sit alone and look deep into my soul, and I'am staring down at something thats very out of control, tolerance at zero, emotions dead and gone, patiences low I am ready to go, I gots to get ahead.
Its like a jungle sometimes it makes me wonder how i keep from going under when they hit me with the thunder and lighting some might think it even exciting
picture a blind mind who can't see, all the beauty he's suppose to see god it can't be
break the chains, keep your wickedness in vain, respect the name, cause theres gonna be times when it rains, come and wash away your pain, cause they've change my tears, I've been crying for years
................................ ........ ........................................ ........................................ ..............................A place to spend my quiet nights, time to unwind
So much pressure in this life of mine, I cry at times I once contemplated suicide, and woulda tried, But when I held that 9, all I could see was my momma's eyes, No one knows my struggle, they only see the trouble, Not knowin it's hard to carry on when no one loves you, Picture me inside the misery of poverty, No man alive has ever witnessed struggles I survived, Prayin hard for better days, promise to hold on, Me and my dawgs ain't have a choice but to roll on
Other than the obvious benefits (appearance, health, etc.), how has bodybuilding and fitness improved your overall life?
Well how bout going from a drug savaged 115lbs to a solid 205. I have a completly different view on life. I can look at myself in the mirror and smile, even if da time of da day I can smile. I smile because i can honestly say I gave 110% for an atleast an hour ever day, how many people can say that?Well how bout going from a drug savaged 115lbs to a solid 205. I have a completly different view on life. I can look at myself in the mirror and smile, even if da time of da day I can smile. I smile b...more
- Updated Apr 11, 2009 11:09am
What are your personal NON-FITNESS life goals?
To keep improving myself both physically and mentally. I want to graduate high school, take a year off to big as possible at 19 year old. Then be certified as a personal trainer and in sports nutrition. Then maybe college.To keep improving myself both physically and mentally. I want to graduate high school, take a year off to big as possible at 19 year old. Then be certified as a personal trainer and in sports nutritio...more
- Updated Apr 11, 2009 11:09am
How has bodybuilding and fitness helped and/or changed your family life?
Haha well, befor i picked up bodybuilding, i had live a horrible life. I sold drugs, did drugs, and would have robbed and/or killed your ass blind for lookin at me funny. It was safe to say i had more than a few run ins with da law. My relationship with my parents was non existant to say the least. About a year of bodybuilding i had stopped all that too late my parents kicked me out at 16. Now Bodybuilding is all i fuckin live for, without it there would be no other reason, its the only thing that is there for me...Haha well, befor i picked up bodybuilding, i had live a horrible life. I sold drugs, did drugs, and would have robbed and/or killed your ass blind for lookin at me funny. It was safe to say i had more...more
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This world is not for me....
I try and esacpe but voices keep me chained like a ****in ANIMAL...
Chains, restraints, rules...things like this are destined to be broken, no, ****in shattered.
You bring me pain, but it only keeps me moving, lets me know im still alive.
I take my pain...
Ain't trained in 2 months now, my Cns is fcked up and it's not getting better either. Strength's gone down the ****ter, you been addin more mass though?
Thank you, yes, I am working hard at improving - so nice of you to drop by, it's been awhile, no? School is hectic right now - another month until the end of the term. How about you? how are things?
Im doin good man, strength gains are steady. im on a 4 day split bodybuilding training now, so i will be expecting size. Gonna experiment, maybe try some HIT im the future. Stick with it man, i wanna hear some good gains comin from you.
Hi, thanks. I am trying to bring my best on stage when I cant in 2008. I want to return and take back what is mine :) .... and get to international scene again.
yeah today was a day off from me I was just real busy today couldnt get a time in and plus I had to spend time with the old lady but it sucks I couldnt get a lift in but you know what I need a break after a while you get burned out you know what I mean
