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"I open up da sky & tell god hi,say im parleyin, its like da candy rain all in da house of pain, he said im gonna take u 2 a better place, if u dont slow down ur pace, so hit da gas pedal,said im a rebel, man he let me have it,delivered 2 da devil"
I got a homade bar and started curling everyday and then slowly started doing other things, All I wanted to do is get bigger, i was tired of being weak and getting my ass kicked all the time, getting bigger was saving my ass alot. My life was headed down the gutter, bodybuiding literally saved my life thats no joke.
Why I Love It:
I love it because I am my own coach and i get to push my self as hard as i can and watch my body change over time. For an hour every day the only thing i have to think about is moving the weight, nothing else to worry about. Just me, the weights and my sweat. Its the only time of the day I am truly happy, only time I am actually fine with being alone all the time. It gives me a reason to get out of bed every day.
How I Stay Motivated:
This is my life, this is why i get out of bed every morning. I just plain love lifting and everthing with it. I love so much i want to do it till the day i die, with dumbbell in my hands. I have nothing else, on my rest days I go crazy, like I can't see my best & only friend that day. Like the animals say, "I don't care if I die, as long as they bury me in a huge * ***ing box," or simply be the best cause this is all I do any way or die trying. Thats my mindstate or motivation, whatever you want to call it.
BB Accomplishments:
I think two accomplishments for me where getting my wieght to nearly 200lbs and my bench past 205lbs. Oh and sticking with this all while going through straight hell and back for the past two years almost. I am even surprised i survived.
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Victor "huesos" Albarran
I shall fear no man but God, Though I walk threw the valley of death alone.
No one see my struggle, they only see the trouble, not knowing it's hard to carry on when no one loves you.
It ain't about how hard you can hit, it's about how hard you can get hit and keep moving foward. How much you can take and keep moving foward!
Last Updated: Aug 1, 2008 4:18pm
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I open up da sky & tell god hi,say im parleyin, its like da candy rain all in da house of pain, he said im gonna take u 2 a better place, if u dont slow down ur pace, so hit da gas pedal,said im a rebel, man he let me have it,delivered 2 da devil
Goal (Long):
i am focused like a mad man on losing the fat, getting really ripped. Losing a pound or two a week with the total being 20-30lbs. Or if i can keep at the same weight but get to my body fat goal that would be a dream. If i get really cut i will compete but i don't even know how to right now..................................... ........................................ .................
Dont push me cause I'am close to the edge, I'am trying not to lose my head.....
Blood in my hair from the wings of a hawk
please angel guide me I seem to be lost...
Its mighty extreme being a king
Looking for people to be on the team,
How much money it cost to cheat
To slow ya down and be drug free,
Awake like an owl at a quarter to three
Watchin fights of muhamud ali,
Dodgin death with every step,
This is my rep give me the checks,
Fresh out screaming **** em, cocked back, loaded and about to explode, I just can't quit!
When your up at night, you see things you shouldn't of saw, the night gets raw
Image the feelings of a worried young mans mother,
Feeling empty, God don't love them no more,
Awake like an owl at a quarter to four,
In a blink of an eye you know i tiger can die, riddles and lies is something we all despise so we look to the sky for the answers to whys,
check this out Iam killing the world, everyone has my head in a twirl and my mama looks at me like Iam not her pearl, I go to sleep every night with a body in my mind man, slugs from the 9 man, you should have seen how he died man, fears for years, itching to be vecious ever since i was seven,
man just take a look at my face, pain has turned into pressure, take this hate man its too late the stress factor, sometimes i sit alone and look deep into my soul, and I'am staring down at something thats very out of control, tolerance at zero, emotions dead and gone, patiences low I am ready to go, I gots to get ahead.
Its like a jungle sometimes it makes me wonder how i keep from going under when they hit me with the thunder and lighting some might think it even exciting
picture a blind mind who can't see, all the beauty he's suppose to see god it can't be
break the chains, keep your wickedness in vain, respect the name, cause theres gonna be times when it rains, come and wash away your pain, cause they've change my tears, I've been crying for years
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So much pressure in this life of mine, I cry at times I once contemplated suicide, and woulda tried, But when I held that 9, all I could see was my momma's eyes, No one knows my struggle, they only see the trouble, Not knowin it's hard to carry on when no one loves you, Picture me inside the misery of poverty, No man alive has ever witnessed struggles I survived, Prayin hard for better days, promise to hold on, Me and my dawgs ain't have a choice but to roll on
What do you do before your workout to get motivated and energized?
Ha! Easy fucking question! This is all that matter to me, The only thing I get to look forward to every damn day. Every day I go crazy waiting to get to the gym. I don't really need any more motivation but I do try and watch a bunch of videos of bodybuilders like Ronnie Coleman, Jay Cutler Or Johnnie Jackson every time before i work out. Just to make the workout even more intense, every time. Ha! Easy fucking question! This is all that matter to me, The only thing I get to look forward to every damn day. Every day I go crazy waiting to get to the gym. I don't really need any more motivatio...more
- Updated Jul 31, 2008 3:05pm
Do you tell your friends and/or family about your fitness goals?
No
Why or why not?
First off I don't have any god damn friends, don't want them or need them, no one seems to want or care about my friendship so fuck it. and i have little family who talks to me. I would tell but no gives a fuck about anything having to do with me, so I keep doing what I am doing. Whatever though, I only live for bodybuilding any way.First off I don't have any god damn friends, don't want them or need them, no one seems to want or care about my friendship so fuck it. and i have little family who talks to me. I would tell but no g...more
- Updated Aug 19, 2008 9:26pm
Do you currently have a workout partner?
Yes
Why do you like having a workout partner? What are the benefits?
Sometimes I get pushed a little but really i don't need one for motivation. I can push myself like an animal. Although it does make cardio alot less boring.
I am going to get into competition shape soon, maybe not all the way because i have to find a contest to compete in first. So if any body can help me with finding a competition or with preparing for one it would be greatly appreiciated.
Hell yeah we did, what a great game. So far the goals are going great, i made them mainly for football and track so we'll see how much they help me in the end.
I was where you are not too long ago, I beleived in God for years but felt alone,it wasn't until I repented and was baptized in the name of Jesus that it really turned around. Only HE could give me the new heart i needed! Take care friend.
