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im sick of always feeling run down and ugly,and tired. i have had a hard time these past two years and do to all the stress have gaind 80 nasty pounds.this is not the way i want to live my life.i have never been no wear near this big and i know that the only way for me to be happy with myself is to start taking care of me
Why I Love It:
i dont like it, i do it cause i have to. i want my body to look a certain way and the only way to do that is to work out and eat well
How I Stay Motivated:
i want to lead by exsample when it comes to my daughter,i want her to grow up knowing that eating healthy and staying active is a big part of life and is a must if you want to live longer and stay healthly,also i want to feel good about myself and finally look at my refleciton and not cry.
i was feeling on my belly today and right beyond the layer of fat was hard muscle.i wanted to stop what i was doing and get down on theĀ floor and start doing crunches but I'm still to fatigued.i never had to really work hard to get muscles when i was in Jr high school and started working out...
Good luck in all of your goals and be glad you found this website.. everyone is so positive and wonderful. Remember you have to stay positive don't beat yourself up over the weight gain.. it happened so now just take care of it!!! We are in this together.. if you need anything just holla!!!