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[EDIT 2/4/2009: I relapsed, got down to 78 pounds. I'm in the hospital now and will be discharged in 2 months or so. I can't wait to start lifting again. My pictures are the best motivation for me to get healthy again.]
I was a gymnast for twelve years, and from a young age I was always dreaming of having more muscle. I was recently hospitalized with anorexia for three months, and when I was discharged I happened to pick up the current issue of Oxygen Magazine. I was absolutely fascinated with the women in the magazine, and enrolled my Dad, a former bodybuilder, to train me.
Why I Love It:
I love lifting because it empowers me in a way that I haven't felt in years. Anorexia was so debilitating psychically, mentally, and emotionally, and bodybuilding has quickly filled that void.
amaliaeddeneupdated Fit Status "Started new medication with a side effect that makes it very hard for me to focus but I'm trying to push through the best that I can."
I've continued to lift weight six days a week but I made the mistake of stepping on the scale a few days ago - I've gained 4 pounds since my discharge from the hospital three weeks ago. I've had some shitty days with eating [or lack there of] but I'm determined to get back on track. I can't...
yeah, my friend needed some good inspiration. She used to be a dancer and had a rough time after getting diagnosed with RA, she's getting better though, just needed to see that it is possible to live a healthy lifestyle. Keep up the hard work, you're looking great.
