Exercise is a symptom of my eating disorder. I am compulsive exerciser and It gives me a rush. Since going into the recovery phase I have began bodybuilding. I am trying to turn my eating disorder into a positive and help others struggling with the same thing. I am also a depression and suicide survivor. I don't wish any of these problems on anyone but I t has made me who I am today. I am stronger because of going through these things and thank God they happened to me.

I love bodybuilding because it is fun. Way more fun than cardio training. I love seeing progress so I am having a love hate relationship with weightlifting right now. I want immediate results and know that will not happen but I am still hopeful I will progress.