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"I want to hit 195lb later this year. Then I want to spend the last 2-3 months of this year cutting some bodyfat. Come 2009 I'll begin bulking again."
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How I Started:
I turned to bodybuilding as a means to become someone, to not remain just another nobody who didn't stand out from the crowd.
My life has been a series of ups and downs for the last few years and my confidence basically got knocked to zero - I'm slowling making progress to change that. I want to find my true self, I want to discover who I really am as a person.
Why I Love It:
It is a true test of oneself. Just how far can you go, can you take yourself to the edge? The ability to mould yourself into something completely different, into someone else both mentally & physically is truly a remarkable process.
How I Stay Motivated:
I ask myself if I want to carry on living the way I have been these last few years. Do I want to live every waking moment of my life in self doubt, in fear, in shame, in hopelessness? I can make a stand now, and change my life for the better or I can roll over and die. Without bodybuilding, my life wouldn't have a purpose right now. Bodybuilding is everything.
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The hours of indecision, self doubt
The intense depression
The blinding hate
The rage that made you stagger
The devastation of rejection
Last Updated: Jun 1, 2008 10:17am
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Why I like this video: Henry Rollins - I Know You (W/NIN). Such an amazing peice by Rollins, you go through life thinking you're the only one. Then you hear this from Rollins, basically a perfect description of your entire life from someone you don't even know. Then you realize you're not alone. I listen to this video so many times everyweek.
Last Updated: May 24, 2008 3:05am
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Thank you for the kind words.....wishing you the best. Stay tune for new progress pictures and video serious "RAW REALITY of A Figure Athlete @ 46 yrs of age"...Prep for the CBBF Nationals and IFBB Northa Americans.....stay tune. Christine :)
