WOW, what an experience!!!! I am so glad I did this before I attempted to get on stage. So much to learn. The diet, well, my trainer is awesome with the diet. He tells me what to eat, I eat. The interesting part is how you feel with all the changes in carb/protien/fat ratios. And water, so important. The workouts were intense, the cardio intense, there were days I literally was a whupped puppy after cardio. I actually was in tears many times, just overwhelmed from the intensity of it all, not to mention I finally let go of Curt, my boyfriend, for good. He was an on and on supporter, told me

Day fourteen of my diet. I have not put one thing in my system that I have not been told I can consume.

I missed two days of cardio and one workout due to my car repairs.

I am so grouchy.....I fluctuate between wanting to cry and wanting to slap someone.....geez....is this normal??? I had a hard time pushing through the cardio....got light headed and afterwards, exhausted. I am wondering why I am doing this to myself....WTH....LOL. Just a one woman pity party. I tried to talk to someone about how I feel and they are so freaking focused on themselves the conversati